“woah” behind me, i turned my head and saw fushi and sadly my mom and i was surprised when my mom said “oh wow sweetie you did a fabulous job slay!!” but then i realized she was on live so her fake side was showing by the way i don’t show emotions i never do i stay natural but people in the hallway say i'm always sad i kinda mix natural and sad in my emotions so i guess their right fushi came up to me and hugged me like i said i don’t show emotions and when i said fushi speaks a lot i mean she will impress you with your accomplishments and your fails “omg omg omg shell you never told me…or anyone that your amazing on your scooter i bet you also show emotions” i didn’t even have to try to keep calm she would say rubbish like that everyday but i wonder though why me…..she chose me after all she is in the top 3 most popular people in the school so why does she still talk to me.one day again.. I was writing in my study book it has 500,000 pages i have completed 6,000 pages of study i was writing in it and out of no where (actually in my mind) i started remembering about people calling me depressed and sad and for some reason i started singing i don’t know why but i did “i feel so depressed i wished i had a guest to help me physically and mentally.i feel so sad– to feel this bad– you need someone to crush your life and if i had– some friends to be proud of i would’ve never felt alone.” “thats going on youtube” it was fushi she had secretly creeped up to my room again and the worst part was that she recorded it “ugh fushi you prowler” she would always do this when i was doing something personal like writing in my diary or riding my scooter and talking to other people and now its singing “huh i wasn't crawling”