So do you remember? Um that was at the party. Yes. Um well there is a, my friend's boyfriend was at the party and I had a dream that him and I were in a car doing mushrooms and like everybody in my life kind of collected, they knew each other and I ended up like killing him and um, Because everyone was like, didn't know to protect me and like they knew it was an accident. Like it was just this bizarre, bizarre dream and I had went moved to Kentucky and then I hated it there and everyone was like completely racist and I remember it being like this family from my childhood that was very racist. And then I was like, I have to go back. Like, I need to go back to Hawaii and then everyone was still, like they buried, they had buried his body and me, and my friend were talking by his body, and he like popped up and then when he was alive, they were like deciding if I was g